I'm sorry...

I tried to escape this world...
Even though I said I would stay
I'm sorry I lied to you love
Maybe you can forgive me someday?

Just so you know the last person I thought about was you
I thought about our jokes
Your laugh, your smile, everything and anything about you
But than everything went black...and I swear my heart broke

Even in the darkness I still saw your light
Maybe that's why I'm still here...
I know I promised I would keep fighting this fight
But there was just too much fear

I'm sorry if this hurts you...
I'm sorry if I let you down
Please don't leave...help me make it through
I still need you or I will forever frown

Are you mad at me?
I really am sorry my friend...
It was just getting too dark to see
But I'm glad it didn't end...

I still haven't done all I've wanted
Haven't got my chance with you yet
And if I was gone your face would always haunt
I'm waiting, for we still haven't met

So I'll be here...
Just waiting for your forgiveness this night
And I'll understand if you don't speak those words...
But I swear to you, I'm going to hold on with all my might

(You don't have to believe me...but I swear to you...this time it's true...)