Broken101

Untitled There isn't anything fair about this, unless a thorn crown is what you covet. There’s nothing sweet about this, unless bitter blood is your taste. How is it that you see eternity, while I see my burning cross? There’s nothing intoxicating about this, unless cheap cologne is my burnt brimstone. There isn’t a story to tell about us, unless I can rewrite our resurrection. How is it that Jerusalem cracked, while you remain unbroken on your throne?

I can't think anymore I'll never be who I once was She left me here Just like everyone always promises they won't Why should I even bother trying to bring her back? It's hard for you to imagine right? Losing yourself and not caring at all Well if you looked through my eyes If you felt the emtiness in my soul You might begin to understand But you can't Not that I think you would anyways I'll just stay labeled as the girl no one understands But then again... Is anyone really trying?

I look up at the lights in the sky They seem to go on endlessly I start matching these lights to your flaws To every reason we shouldn't be together But at quickly as that thought sparks It burns out in the darkness surrounding me My back against the earth I feel suffacted by it all Closing my eye won't help me escape It only leads me back to where I once was Happiness is what I long for The happiness in the lights that are now so dim Your eyes burning out, fading into the darkness But I have yet to give up on finding you Hiden in the dark or amoungst the lights where you belong Where ever you are, I will find us again The hap

I look up at the lights in the sky They seem to go on endlessly I start matching these lights to your flaws To every reason we shouldn't be together But at quickly as that thought sparks It burns out in the darkness surrounding me My back against the earth I feel suffacted by it all Closing my eye won't help me escape It only leads me back to where I once was Happiness is what I long for The happiness in the lights that are now so dim Your eyes burning out, fading into the darkness But I have yet to give up on finding you Hiden in the dark or amoungst the lights where you belong Where ever you are, I will find us again The hap

It is that time of year again Where the white blanket tries to wash away my sorrow Yet all this white blanket does is cause my heart to miss you The cold wind slaps my face After awhile it becomes painless I am frozen to all your little white lies that fall from the grey Footprints are left with every step I can manage But soon your lies will cover them and this white blanket will be rid of my memory So how did you manage to leave such emptiness in me?

Dearest love of mine, It has been a heard year without you. The seasons keep changing, But this feeling is persistent as ever. Though I am not sure what that feeling is. Somehow I have managed to make it this long. Not once has it been easy though. Music somehow does not bring me the joy it once used to. Just the memories that I have been trying to suppress. Under rocks, in the rivers, the oceans, Burn them in the leaves, Leave them in the soft earth, And even though Mother feels my pain, The memories still show in the tears I cry for you. Rain, snow; none of it washes it away. The pain of emptiness will stay forever vacant. N

And now I realize... That even when you're here, You're gone. We're not connected, not by heart strings anymore. Whether you're right by my side, or all the way in Italy... There's nothing to hold onto. Nothing to beg on my knees for. If this is what people search for, why even search at all? There's nothing that won't break you, break your heart. Nothing worth crying for. So close your eyes, fly away without a goodbye. And I'll leave a piece of me, a piece in that dull port. It's never easy losing. And when you come back, if you do... Don't be sure you'll find me. There's a note on my pillow. I almost hope it breaks yo

Laughs echo through memories Remembering all the little things The things that made me smile Laugh so much with you by my side ~ Everything from the look in your eyes, to the way your hair falls just about them Is by far the cutest sight I have ever seen Everything about you is just perfect ~ When the thought of sweetness comes to mind, you come hand in hand The sweetness in that voice of yours, could make a girl like me fall for a guy like you ~ Concern is one of the many traits, one of the many things that make you so easy to love With a simple look or simply just words, you read me like a book; see right though the lies t

Fall asleep tonight It will just be another night without you Without love I close my eyes and all I see is yours The way they looked at me So gentle, caring; so loving Call it what you will But I cannot pretend that this is anything but that We are not friends Yet we are not lovers Somehow we got lost in between But as long as I have your hand to hold I think we will be ok You just need to understand this is never going to be easy It has never been and it never will be Just tell me you think this is worth it Because I know I'd give up anything for this That scares you I know How much I care ho

I still remember That orange box you called a car The smell that lingered long after you were gone Those summer walks that I wanted to last forever I remember opening that door Getting in and instantly feeling safe Even with your reckless driving and even more reckless comments Just having you by my side was enough The silence was comfortable For me at least That was one moment of my life where I didn't feel the need to say anything I'm sorry it wasn't enough for you I remember laying in your arms Falling asleep to a ticking time bomb The scent of you all around Even when I woke up to find you gone your smell was still every