Skin tingling
Hands exploring everywhere
I'm shaking
Whispering for you to stop
But you just tell me to calm down
That it wont hurt

My hands rest on your chest
Pushing the best I can
But you don't budge
You just chuckle

I'm screaming at myself
I know I have to get out of here now
You unhook here
Unbutton there
You're pulling and pushing
And I'm starting to lose it

Tears forming in my eyes
But I doubt you notice
It's too dark for you to see
I just keep hoping you'll stop
You'll understand
But I'm getting weaker by the second

Fear falling away
You have complete control over this
Over me
And I hate it
I want you to stop

I'm not ready for this
I trusted you
That you would be different
Be there for me
But all you want is this
My torment
Your pleasure

I can't even scream
Everything goes black
I lost to you
Lost this battle tonight
But most of all,
I lost myself to nothing
Not love
Not hope
I lost myself to you