Where did you go? I want you back so badly. . .I miss every little things about you. . .like how the sunshine would light up your face. . .I never thought that would mean everything to me.You helped me through this journey called life. You showed me I wasn't alone. That people love me and care about me. And I know you'll always care fro and love me just like I'll always care for and love you.

Even though you're gone, sometimes I swear you're still here. . .Whenever the rain falls I know your crying, and whenever the wind blows I know your breathing; trying to tell me something. I know whenever the sun shine your happy and warm, but when the snow or rain clouds come you're cold and sad. I could go on, but I wont because it would take too long. Just know everything around me reminds me of you. I wont, nor could I ever, forget you. Everything about you was one of a kind. Your laugh was contagious, your smile always made me smile too, your eyes always sparkles no matter what. You were just a beautiful girl trying to find her place in this ugly world. . .

You had a great personality. Always thinking of others before yourself. So caring and loving. And even though you were hurting you kept on going. You said you would never give up, but unfortunately you did. . .You were so strong and bright. . .you had so much in your future. . .like I said before you're unforgettable. . .I just hope you remember me.

I've looked back at all of our pictures, tapes, notes. Everything and anything that had you somewhere in it. It brought back so many memories. The laughs, the tears, the pain, the fears. . .but no matter what happened, we stuck together. And that's what I loved about you. You were always there no matter what. Looking back has made me smile, laugh, and even cry some. Okay cry a lot. But I remember everything just like yesterday and I wish you were still here to make more memories with me. But your not. . .so I'll just cherish the memories I do have. And maybe one day we'll meet again, and maybe we wont. . .but either way, you changed my life so much and I want to thank you for that.

I know you wouldn't want me wasting me time mourning over you, but I might have to a little. But I promise you, one day I'll move on. Don't think that means I'll forget you though. Your always here and I know that now. Just take care of yourself okay? And try to stay out of trouble. Remember I'm not there to help you out. . .though I wish I was. I know you're in a better place though. A place where the thoughts wont come, the past wont haunt you, and the pain will stay away. I love you and I always will.

Some people think I only lost a friend. . .they're wrong. Because when I lost you, you took a part of me with you. I know you'll take care of it. . .and I'll take care of the part of you, you left behind in me. That's how we're going to keep each other alive in our lives. . .and even though you're so far away I know you can still hear me, you can still see me, touch me, everything. i just cant see you. . .but I feel you here and that's enough. Maybe I don't have to say good-bye but I will since you didn't let me tell you that before. . .good-bye... R.I.P </3