Flying

What's this feeling?
Why am I crying?
I'm not sad...
Am I happy?
Possibly...

I've never felt like this in my whole life...
Is this joy?
Or maybe love?
I'm confused...
And for once in my life...
I don't care
All I know is that I cant stop smiling
And when you say things like that...
My heart stops beating

Maybe I don't know what this feeling is
Why it is I'm so happy
Why I'm crying so much
But I'm not going to find out why
I'm just going to let this feeling spread throughout me

I do know I'm smiling
Not a fake smile, but a real one
And I haven't done that in a LONG time
I know I'm laughing
Not one of those fake stale laughs...
But my true happy laugh

I don't care if people look at me like I'm a freak
Nothing can bring me down
Not now...
I feel like I'm soaring through the sky
Like I'm on cloud nine...
And I guess I am
All thanks to you

I'd ask you to hold me in your arms
To kiss me over and over again
To hug me and never let me go...
But I Know you couldn't even if you wanted to
I'm still going to smile...
I'm still going to laugh
I'm still going to be soaring though the clouds
And in my dreams...
You'll be flying through them with me
Because you are my angel...
The wings that make me fly